THE REAL
POSTED AT 01:53 AM

candyinthesun

The break's going by so quickly. ): I can't believe by this time next week, we'd already be loaded with new homework. Huhu. Sad.

I had the best time yesterday with my girl friends. We did the usual KC-JP-KG thing. You know, have breakfast, talk like anything, eat again, talk some more, cook lunch, eat it, watch a lil' tv, listen to a lot of music, still talking while doing all that , munching on everything we get our hands on, scare each other by dark, dinner and home home home. I'm sure it sounds kind of dull, but we personally find kicks doing what we do. AND I must admit, I know fun at its best with those girls. no comparison (:

Miko's getting his car set-up this afternoon and I still don't have plans. I think I want to go swimming, not that I'm not getting enough sun already.

O0h. . country club girl! Haha, not.

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EDIT There's actually a Gossip girl movie comming out. If everyone knew about it, and it's so last summer, I'm sorry but I just found out today. I came across a site that said warner signed Lohan to be Blair Waldorf. Can I just say, NO WAY? Not that I hate her or anything to that sort. She just seems too much of a Pre-Madona BUT I could definitely be wrong about her.

 I am kind of relieved that they changed Lohan to Olivia wilde. I think she starred in Girl next door and If you're an OC buff, she's Alex the hot bartender slash lesbian . Hilarie Burton of One tree hill's playing Serena, Blair's best friend. I could go on and on talking about the cast, but if you want to really know. . do your own homework (: /EDIT

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I'm watching the news (Ok, i'm not watching,my sister is. . but hey, I'm paying a little attention) and I just heard that gas prices raised again. Our economy is in major trouble, I know it. I can't believe how expensive it is to use cars today. All you want to do is go to the mall and bum there instead of staying home, but NO. . before you even get anywhere, you're broke from filling up your tank. Please, someone make a difference.

On the contrary -- Woman, there are homeless and hungry people who can't even afford to complain about gas. What are you really bitching about?

Lets remember our blessings, yes? SOO. . Anyone for cheap thrills?

POSTED AT 02:05 AM

candyinthesun

I was going to embarass someone online and reveal a crime. A crime all writers are looked upon on - plagiarizing. BUT I DECIDED NOT TO.

Normally, when this happens to me and I write a long ass entry about humilliation. . before I can even say "hakuna matata" and click the Publish icon. . I chiken out in guilt. Guilt that I may be doing another person some good damage. SOO. . I end up writing to "anonymous" and telling her (always a her) off, making her realize that copying someone's work, way of writing, is practically stealing. Today though, I am going to make an exception. I am going to shut up. . and let be, because the person guilty of this crime happens to be someone important to me.

That's right. . I erased your comment to protect your name. I love you like that, you know?

Currently watching: Romey and Michelle's HS reunion
Currently feeling: calm

Tuesdays smooshdays.
POSTED AT 07:15 AM

candyinthesun

I did not realize how dragging my tuesday classes were for the second term until I actually had one of them already.

Imagine, 2 hours of PETWODA (which isn't actually all that bad considering i love to dance!), 2 hours of BMAT2-X and 2 hours of DYNAREL. Nope, no breaks. How am i suppose to survive? NEED TO PLAN A DIVERSION. . NEED TO FIND A WAY TO SNEAK OUT FOR A BITE! 0_0 o0hh (Fumbling with my fingers) Kidding.

So there. I just wanted to whine about my day (; By the way, there were these girls in the bathroom a while ago that really got to my nerves. They're so annoying!

I can't breathe from all that kentucky fried chicken food i ate,so I have to go and smoke it out. Ciao!

Currently feeling: Annoyed and stuffed

Benefit of the doubt
POSTED AT 10:06 AM

candyinthesun

I finally uploaded photos in my multiply account. so yay for me that I found the patience and energy to do something so boring, tiring and eye straining.

I'm so annoyed right now. I hate it when you find out some shit and when you ask about it, people lie? or at least seem like they are. I don't want to think that this person is hiding stuff from me, but I don't know. . . my gut says there's something more to the story. Ok, it's unfair that I am being doubtful, heck I don't want to be doubtful. . I just want to know that i don't have a reason to. After all, I'm being so honest to everyone. . don't I deserve the same? ):

Currently feeling: confused

Do my codes annoy you?
POSTED AT 08:59 AM

candyinthesun

An update on my previous entry.

"I'm so annoyed right now. I hate it when you find out some shit and when you ask about it, people lie? or at least seem like they are. I don't want to think that this person is hiding stuff from me, but I don't know. . . my gut says there's something more to the story. Ok, it's unfair that I am being doubtful, heck I don't want to be doubtful. . I just want to know that i don't have a reason to. After all, I'm being so honest to everyone. . don't I deserve the same? ):"

I dont want to think that this person is hiding stuff from me - I don't think this person is. Lastnight after blogging, I decided to let the issue go and not make a huge deal out of it. . and guess what? It payed off. it payed off when this certain individual came up to me WILLINGLY and made sure everything was clear and did not for one second want me think that this person had betrayed my confidence. I believe this person (:

I hate reffering to "this person" as "this person". . don't you? Haha.

It was very unfair of me to doubt this person. I really shouldn't have, but I guess it's in human nature or womens nature. . I don't know, you tell me. ANYWAY, at least I did not cause any damage, nor did I feel any. Shutting up did me good. so there, all ends well.

so if you by any chance come across my tabulas, read my entries and stumble on this one. . don't choke because I was wrong and I'm not ashamed of that. It's okay trust. . as long as it's the right people (:

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Today was alright. I met my new professors. Most of them were better than the ones who introduced themselves yesterday; That or I was just grouchy on the first day back from break. Ok, I think it's the latter. oh and a little heartbreaking news. . ST and KV broke up last week ): Why did I just find out today? Apparantly, things haven't been well with them since I don't know when. Sounded to me like KV's having some personal issues - WAIT, who isn't? Ahh. . no one. I guess it was just intolerable and uncontrollable much. Too bad. Well, ST is happy to be free from pain, so i'm happy too!

I should do my DYNAREL homework. . but i'm still kinda lazy.

Currently feeling: sleepy

I hear wedding bells
POSTED AT 06:31 AM

candyinthesun

GUESS WHO'S GETTING MARRIED? GUESS WHO'S GETTING MARRIED ON THE 1ST OF OCTOBER?

Not me, you nincampoop. Haha (:  I'm so happy for my sister and her boyfriend. They're not moving out until february, but another one of my sisters is changing her lastname: something about changing your lastname that makes me shake. Anyway, It's going to be a small ceremony with srtictly close family and friends. and and and, guess freakinwhat? Migo's not a plus one.  . he's actually invited (:

 

GUESS WHO'S HAVING A BABY SHOWER? GUESS WHO'S HAVING A BABYSHOWER ON THE 17TH OF THIS MONTH?

Not me, you nincampoop. Haha (: My sibglings girlfriend is. There's going to be another baby in the family(sort of?). Mayn. . are we multiplying. AND FAST!

Currently listening to: Bob marley - no woman no cry
Currently feeling: excited

Groove
POSTED AT 04:49 AM

candyinthesun

Lastnight was so cool.Migo and I went clubbing with his mum, his  brother, some of his uncles, aunts and cousins. Kat and I were the only "non-Dizon-blooder", if you know what I mean?

First it was Dinner at saisaki with the whole Dizon kin minus tita noime(Migo's grandmother), Ate ata(Migo's cousin) and tito boy(Migo's dad). Then we drove all the way to Fort for Cold rock ice cream. Some of us had chamba juice, but they were out of alcoholic drinks so it wasn't spiked (Chamba wasn't chamba). After which, we moved to Jill's (Apparantly, this is the place to be for the young and old professionals- mostly old), had booze and cocktails at Jack's and then set ground in Cuisine, Embassy. Migo's uncles and aunts were having a blast. Mayn, do they know how to have fun. Tito Bobby was on a roll with his lady friends. It was so funny (: Kat and I were joking about bumping into him in the VIP room of superclub one of these days at the rate and age of the people he hangs with.

So there you go party people- I'm out (:

P.S. Who's going to Hed K? can I just spoil it for you and tell you who the surprise guest is? Ladies and gentlemen, BONNIE BAYLIE :D Bwahahahahahahah! Naw, I'm kidding. It's just a rumor. BUT wouldn't it be nice if I was right? (Totally sucks like SOCKS though, because ever after's just pop now) oh and I think I'm quitting chemics. It's just. . . too scary

Currently watching: Face off

Today, lil' miss petite is tall enough
POSTED AT 09:30 AM

candyinthesun

I don't want to gloat but today felt like a victory. I would expound, but I might get myself in trouble. Apparantly, my tabulas is becomming the subject of conversation. . to some people, at least.

 But isn't it kind of unfair that I am limitting my jotted thoughts to prevent hurting others feelings?(If they even have any) THIS IS MY SPACE. MY PLACE. MY SANCTUARY. why should I compromise myself for others?

. . . because candy, you are not mean . you do not take pleasure in any one's anguish. you don't want to cause anyone embarrassment or pain. you don't want to make anyone feel bad - - that's why. If you want to rant and bitch, use a journal. take a pen and write on a piece of paper. that way, you can burn it anytime. and most of all, you do not want to feel guilt. you do not want to be sorry about saying things you probably don't mean (that much or at all). So save yourself and others from what could possibly be destructive (:

Don't get me wrong though, i've had the best day yet. I'm not even upset with the amount of work and the duration of time I have, for it to be done. and not just done, done right , done good!

Hence, my adios! in french, adieu!

P.S. Congratulations to myself and my lovely blockmates for winning our new positions at elections. Dani banani, Majo, Emman, Neil, Han, Abu -bee, and Mands (:

Currently feeling: and proud

HELP!!
POSTED AT 09:38 AM

candyinthesun

I NEED GOOD TOPIC PROPOSALS FOR MY COMSK2-X TERM PAPER. IT'S DUE ON WEDNESDAY. SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE.

Here's what I have so far:

Cannibalism, Middle child syndrome, Stress in children, Obesity, Dixlexia, Anorexia Nervosa, Superstitions, Metrosexuals,Doppelgangers, Media that influences and their effects, ADHD, Conspiracy theories, Women empowerment. .

Currently feeling: Desperate

an eye for an eye
POSTED AT 03:05 AM

candyinthesun

Wednesday

Martinez family dinner

 

Thursday

Let's just say it was pretty shitty considering the fact that I had to leave school right before my last class, because I was dealing with the nastiest bloodiest most intolerable kind of womens monthly cramps -- the Jae kind. It was kind of funny though, because my prof had a difficult time starting her discussion, seeing me in such agony. I was literally crying. (Aw, poor baby. More like WHAT A BABY. haha)

Friday

Yesterday was fun! I met up with MF and her dad at Red ribbon and then we carpooled to taft. ST picked me up after school and IB was there too. We dropped her off near St.Francis square. I planned to surprise Migo by supposedly waking him up with ST by my side, but he was already playing NBA live when we got to xaviervill ph1.  Three of us hung out and had lunch together, which we by the way have not done in such a long time.

That afternoon,Migo, his mum, and I fetched Tita Tesa and went shopping in GH. After,We met up with Tito Robby and Nikki in Teriyaki boy, Promenade for some garb. Scrumptuous, as usual. Hey! Hey! we're talking about Japanese food here. Who's trying to go against me, huh? huh? huh? Ok, losing focus candy. losing focus.

Anyway, We dropped by KC's house in Wilson to pick up something important I need for tonight. We drove around for people a bit and then Migo and I did what we've been wanting to do for a while now -- SEE A MOVIE TOGETHER. AND WHEN I SAY TOGETHER, I MEAN JUST THE TWO OF US. Don't get me wrong, I love double dates, triple dates, group dates, friendly dates, family dates, all that jazz. But I just kind of wanted some alone time with him, you know? It's different (: So there, watch cinderella man. It's super nice! I love that the situation was so real and that it's actually based on a true to life story of a man who was without funds but had always been rich in love of himself and family. It's an inspiring movie, I tell you. Gives you hope <3

 

Tonight, I'm attending JS's baby shower. Coolness, huh? and then Migo and I are celebrating his birthday.  He's 20 tomorrow! o0hh. . . I'd just die without that boy.  

 

WHO WANTS TO GOSSIP?

P.S. Someone might be pregnant. Actually, someone tested positive. Is it so wrong that I'm excited for a minor? she's not even 18(Not that it's okay to be pregnant at 18.) o0h, so you're wondering now? Well, i'm not telling. If she is though, I know she's not going to keep it. God forbid her from doing anything to that child. I don't think I can tolerate killing a life before it was even born. not even after it was born. or killing at all. no way. no siree. not this girl!

Currently reading: Blonde ambitions
Currently feeling: excited

T.G.I.F
POSTED AT 09:22 AM

candyinthesun

This week has been one hell of a roller coaster ride. . and to think I never go on those things. NEVER. Ok, once and it was a sissy ride at the Santa Monica boardwalk. . .  but that was it (:

Everything seems normal now. Thank God for faith!

One, MnG. Love

Currently watching: The brady bunch

2 lines mean you're pregnant.
POSTED AT 06:20 AM

candyinthesun

It's official,she's a child, with child.  She's been pregnant for two months now. Three home kits broke her heart. Broke mine too, and not because she tested positive, but because she's not keeping her baby. lastnight, i went over to her house and made my last attempt of concinving her that her life would be easier if she just allowed herself to home a baby 9 months in her womb. unfortunately, and to my disappointment, i did not get to her enough.

If she just hears me out, she'll know that having a baby even if she is under age, will not be the end of her. . as a matter of fact ,her life's only about to begin.

Will she ever forgive herself for killing an unborn?

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I had a great weekend. I'm sorry I didn't get to talk about it sooner, and I don't even have enough time to go into details about it, right now. . but I can tell you this much, Franco's face lit up when we screamed surprise. His children's party at GK's house,friday, was simple, quiet and grand. ok, not so much quiet, but fun (: after, MnG saw "The perfect catch". saturday, KC and my boyfriend accompanied me to Podium and MM. We ate at Cheesecake etc. CM got a new tat. DM's party was cool. so there!

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I have to eat lunch now, because I need the energy to shop. Yes, i'm going shopping! my wednesday is looking up (: