Writing again.
POSTED AT 07:41 AM

candyinthesun

It's been cold these past few days, and i've actually been intrested in writing again for a while now. I never really got the heart to, until today. Maybe it's the gloomy weather that gives me a chill, My boredome or the fact that I have a writing class and I need to practice my skills (If I even have any), or maybe just maybe it's because life is a little bit bitter sweet.

My grandfather passed away a few days ago. I was in the middle of my Natsc11 class when my mum texted me a disturbing message. "Lolo's gone" she said, and I put my right hand up to cover my mouth as I froze in shock. AD starts to wonder what's wrong, and looks at my phone. Like any other person would feel, she felt sorry and sympathetic for my family and I. I cried through out the whole class. Then again it wasn't really much of a surprise because I had already seen it comming. After all, the man was very old and he had been hospitalized so many times just this year. It's kind of sad knowing that I could have been closer to my grand father. If there's one person I have taken advantage of, it is him. I guess I never really thought about how much time we really had left.

The good news is, he's never going to hurt again. Goodbye brain hemorrhage, internal bleedings, strokes and heart attacks. As AD had said, "He's home now." I smiled with happy tears when she said that.

KG doesn't approve of AD & I being friends. She thinks I'm different now because of her. Hey, I'm not judging any of her friends, so she shouldn't judge mine. And after all, she isn't around as much as she claims she is, so who else will take care of me?I never thought being versitile and flexible was wrong.

I haven't spoken to KC in a while. I kind of miss her. MP left for the US today And JB's leaving for Frisco next week, which is a total bummer. Everyone's leaving and comming home. LM's really moving back but I hear he hasn't booked a flight yet. I wonder where he is going to study? MA called me an hour ago to ask if I was the one who took AD's picture with his phone. I don't even touch the boy's cell. I mean, why would I? Haha! I sense trouble with his girlfriend. That's what he gets for being a player. Oh wait no, FEELING PLAYER. KS is falling in love, and I'm just ecstatic for her. I know how much she got hurt before with different guys so there, that's love for you. But anyway,I love that girl and she deserves all the happiness in the world! (: Goodluck KS

speaking of luck, we're going to need a lot of that tomorrow for our report. It's like the biggest grade for Pre-fi's! Oh no. God bless us please  

Love.

Currently listening to: Fire - Na'sha
Currently feeling: Okay

Well,well. . Look who's chippy!
POSTED AT 08:28 AM

candyinthesun

Afternoon bloggers!


Well, we burried my grandfathers ashes yesterday. I say ashes and not body because he was cremated first. He now has a spot at the heritage. It wasn't so bad actually. It was just the eulogy and the cremation that smashed my heart into pieces. "I remember lolo in his rocking chair, looking so intimidating and respectable at the same time." It's too bad I didn't get to add remembering about how during christmas time, he would give out foul gifts that promoted practical jokes to the younger ones, specially the boys..

2 things : his death either breaks the family, or makes it. I wish I wish I wish it is the latter.

I am going to miss that man (: December will never be the same without him.

 

You know that Natsc11 pre-fi PBL I was talking about? well, My group & I aced it. We got the highest possible grade. Phew! That's hard work for you. Well deserved candy,might I say again - well deserved. LM is going to be home by the 25th of this month and is hoping he could move to DLSU. MP did take AD's picture and I was right, he was in some sort of trouble with his girlfriend. KR turned a year older and is celebrating on saturday. I hope nothing comes up so that the boyfriend and I can make it. I doubt we'll be going to God's though, considering everything that goes on in big fish events. I'm not saying I wont be having "FUN" then, just NOT at the fort. Surprise surprise, DA knows AD and her clique. I know the country's really small, but this small? I mean DA? REALLY? Oh well, I'm glad she's in Ateneo. . I just kind of hoped I was there too. Not that I'm hating taft, I'm there and NO REGRETS :D

 

xoxo

Currently watching: NCAA
Currently feeling: silly

On sunshine and 6th grade
POSTED AT 09:33 AM

candyinthesun

I'm such a loser, It was only today when I learned how to use powerpoint. You have to give me credit for the 3 minute lesson though. I worked it just like that (: Is that snaps I hear? Indeed it is!

I therefore conclude, I am a fast learner.

RA and her beau came by to visit. I hear she's trying out Miriam for 2nd sem. MC promised today was our day but I didn't hear from her. O0hh, cold. GD is celebrating his birthday tomorrow and sent out the funniest invitation. He attached an important note that hinted everybody to come to the party full. HEHE. When crisis hits!

I was watching a movie in STAR that reminded me of how I was bullied in 6th grade. Mayn, girls can be mean. I can say that much. I love my kind, it's just. . I'm not in denial either. I was barely 13 when I was verbally abused, betrayed, and emotionally destroyed by my so called friends. Name calling, bathroom trash talking, gossip, corridor whispers, bashing, and prank phone calls - the works. And then I realized, I know so much more than they do now - friendship wise at least. I was the victim, I was the one who went through the experience, which means I know better (: I grew from those painful times. Yay for me! I like to think I turned out pretty okay. What do you think?

Lots'a love. .

P.S. My optimism is the product of a fulfilled life. I'm not looking for more, I'm just hanging on to what I have and opening a window for blessings that are about to fly in. TRY IT! It'll be good for you (:

Currently listening to: Rain drops on the roof
Currently reading: Nothing :D
Currently feeling: Reflective

Small blind, Big blind.
POSTED AT 02:16 AM

candyinthesun

So I did end up going to GD's party friday, despite my hesistations. I mean it wasn't GD nor was it MC. . it was someone else. The turn out was great, by the way. no nothing! I guess it's true when you're calm and collected, hardly anything can go wrong. Just breathe in, and then breathe out.

 JD was next to me the whole time! Haha, he's too cute (Eew, stop that. Not in that sense!). If I didn't know him the way I did, I would have thought he was straight. KC actually asked, "so, do you have a girlfriend?" Haha! We just burst into laughter because she was actually seriously asking that. Mac and bjorn were hilarious too. I met some pretty awesome people there. GD, GR and JD got my boyfriend drunk. Haha! It's cool though, both of us got home in one piece anyway. I was kind of worried though - actually no. Let me say that again, I WAS SUPER WORRIED after he dropped me off because the rain was pouring in hard, the roads were wet wet wet and to top it all off - my boyfriend was far from being sober. Thank God for his guidance!

Anyway, I found out that we weren't all lucky that night. Ryan got himself an accident at around 400a. His land cruiser was a total wreck and the boy's got bruises all over his body. This reminds me of summer and how much my friends got into bad crashes all in the same month. Tsk! safe driving next time, you guys (; 

Speaking of them, we were suppose to follow MDJ's party at "the venue". It was either lazyness or the weather why we didn't end up going.The venue was another one of GK's bright ideas, might I add.

so. . . saturday, saturday. . OH YES, THERE WAS A RAY OF SUNSHINE IN MY ROOM! oh how I missed the heat!

My youngest sister and I raided 3 stalls of DVD's in metrowalk that day. Our choices were so different that anyone could tell who picked what. Hehe! Talk about a reflection of personalities. I had a WHAM! burger at Migo's, right before dinner which was a wrong move. I ended up eating not more than one half piece of meat at KR's party. Oh did I mention that was so much fun? I love Migo's friends (: They're a delight. BL arrived saturday and is now darker than JP. Anyone who knows him cannot imagine! Hehe. EL now owns a z4. from a pajero to a z4? THAT'S A LEAP! and ahh. .  the best part of it all, POKER. I learned how to play and we ended up playing for the rest of the night. First, it was just innocent playing. .  and then, we brought in table chips! Oh uh. .  (:

SR's JP told us about the Alabang invites only! When I become really good at this, i know i'll get one of those. HAHA! Naw, I'm kidding. I don't want to play real greens. I'm after the fun!

Check?

Check. raise you two.

Fold.

Ciao! 

 

P.S. We used my playing cards lastnight and it was BARBIE. Haha! Hey, don't mock the cards. Migo's 4y/o sister gave it to me. . Aw. .

Wait for the rainbow. . it's out there,hiding.
POSTED AT 12:11 PM

candyinthesun

Hey babies!

 

Guess who had a fantabulous morning, a not so good lunch break and a great afternoon?

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If you guessed me, then you're right (:

 

My bibstud group and I forgot to reserve the multimedia for our reporting during first period today. Boo-hoo, responsible us. IT knocks on the door and looks for me. Odd, he's from the school across death crossing zone and he was knocking on mutien 306? Well anyway, turns out he brought me a surprise. A surprise I wouldn't have expected in a lifetime. Infront of me was a man who gained 13 pounds over the summer, and to my left was KG who brought me a strawberry lollipop from Starbucks (My ultimate) as a peace offering from all the "changes" she had to accept -- AND can I just say, it took her a while. HEHE. I couldn't help but jump into her arms and love her for the rest of my life. All the inhibitions ended there! See, I was right. Our friendship was worth more than what we went through. I guess it really is tough the first time around agreeing to disagree. But we worked it out, and we handled it like grown ups. That really made my morning (: Thanks KG!

No drama best friend. .

 

Lunch could have been better, I swear.

 

**

Forgive my Mac n` cheesy-ness.

Miko,

Thank you for being so patient and understanding, for always folding up and being honest about what you feel and how I make you feel. You have no idea how happy I am with you and I wish I could show you everyday so that you wouldn't think one second that I wasn't. And in return, I will love you my way and not your way. . because the kind of love you deserve is the one you cannot give. Your kind of love is meant for me. (: so you see, we are a perfect match.

I'm ecstatic we see eye to eye.

Yours, xo and my <3 

To Barbie doll
POSTED AT 06:13 AM

candyinthesun

It's nice when people you've sort of always known your whole life, but were never really friends with, become close and significant to you in a matter of seconds. sometimes it only takes you a car ride home. .    

   

It's CC's birthday party tomorrow. Yay! I'm excited.

Currently watching: NCAA Blazers game

Shop for what you want to know. . up to 25% off today!
POSTED AT 10:14 AM

candyinthesun

So I predicted right, SP is now dating his bestfriend, "R". Haha! I know that when he reads this, he'll know it's him. BS is "R's" ex-girlfriend and AI is BC's current. Wow, talk about successful music artists. I bet you're dying to know the details, but i'm not telling. It's RD and JT's 6th month today but they're fighting like cats and dogs. JP and SR are together again, did I tell you? Aww. .  poor R. Her R. Ok, what's with that letter? Speaking of which, history R turns 19 tomorrow. I bet NF will screw up his friendship with DM because in reality he's in love with her and the only reason he agreed to the "best friend pact" which is that they would never fall in love, is because it's the only way he can keep her that close. Better something than nothing, right? Not exactly, but what the hey.

Did I make you itch? HAHA

Currently feeling: mischievous

In the words of yours truly, "I have it good."
POSTED AT 03:29 PM

candyinthesun

Ok, I did not see that coming. Well, I always thought I did, but then when i heard about it. . it just felt different. MC and GD broke up. They break up and make up all the time, but why do I feel like it's not going to be that way anymore? is it because MC's entertaining boys I've never even heard of for the very first time in 2 years? Or because GD just sounded really exhausted as he told me how sure he was what he wanted? To think I never really approved of them as a couple. . now, I'm disheartened ):

 

On a lighter note,

YAY! (: I had the greatest day with Miko. And he said the sweetest thing in the middle of a playful moment. .

He paused a second and looked deep into my eyes, making that minute a memory. . "Look at that face - so cute! I can't believe after how long we've been together, I still have this with you.I'm so happy!"

 

P.S. Am I such a dork to like sky high better than batman & spiderman? Miko thinks so. haha :D Geek

Currently watching: Bring it on
Currently feeling: bouncy

Talky talk
POSTED AT 10:22 AM

candyinthesun

GD and MC got back together in not more than two days later from the time they called it quits.Why am i not surprised? Just when you think it's going to be different, it turns out that they're not willing to change. They are hurting each other by staying in the relationship. That's me on a sympathetic note.  Personally though, i think it's kind of cool that they didn't go through with the break up; I wont have to get used to MC talking about new boys, and I wont have to deal with GD and his questionable self. 

During the car ride home with BS and MF,MF asked me if I had beef with BA. I said no of course. . for two reasons : 1. They belong to the same clique 2. I really am over the whole irritated thing. After all, I'm not the one she mocked. I just didn't appreciate her rudeness and that she made fun of AD and the way WE spoke. Although she may be this and many other unpleasant things like being self-absorbed, I think she's quite the achiever. I guess she has every reason to show off. She's smart, an active winning athlete and doesn't look so bad. What? What's this? Am I actually praising her? Impossible (:

Picked this up from an email. . so cool!

1.Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there. 
2.Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resultingfrom the flush.
3.No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.
4.Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.
5.You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.
6.Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older.
7.The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.
8.American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from each salad served in first-class.
9.Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.
10.Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.
11.The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.
12.Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.
13.The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.
14.Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.
15.Marilyn Monroe had six toes.
16.All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen wearing them in public.
17.Walter Disney was afraid of mice.
18.Pearls melt in vinegar.
19.The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola,and Budweiser, in that order.
20.It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.
21.A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.
22.The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.
23.Turtles can breathe through their butts
24.Butterflies taste with their feet.
25.On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.
26.On average people fear spiders more than they do death.
27.Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are recently arrived immigrants.
28Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.
29.Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
30.It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.
31.No word in the English language rhymes with "MONTH."
Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.
32.The electric chair was invented by a dentist.
33.All polar bears are left handed.
34.An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
35.TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard. 
36. "Go," is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.
37.A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
38.The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
39.Almost everyone who reads this email will try to lick their elbow.

 

Hah, and you thought you knew everything . . NOW YOU DO :D

That can't sleep,reach for the stars over the fence thing. .
POSTED AT 11:24 AM

candyinthesun

I get chills whenever I come across ED's online activities. Whenever I see through pictures how happy she is despite her long distance relationship with LA. It kind of reminds me of BR and her romatic meeting place with her boyfriend in Venice whenever she had a flight around that direction. Ahh. . I'm envious. I want to have that kind of oppurtunity to travel and see the world with Miko. . But when I really think about it, really really think about it. . I am luckier than those girls. My significant other is not a plane ride away, not a time zone apart. . just there, whenever I need him, feel like seeing him, love him like anything and actually be able to show him. It just really amazes me how they make it work despite being physically seperated. How can you be so emotionally attached to someone who isn't around to make you feel needy enough? How can you be so in love with a memory? I guess that's how people are. . how we really are. We hang on too much to the past instead of being in the, I quote ben stiller in Along came Polly, "You're on a no-plan-plan". I don't think I can ever be truly happy if I wasn't with the one I loved. I would survive, be lost in the old times, day dream forever, still feel the flame. . but not feel really,truly, genuinely happy. I think that if that time comes for me, Inside I would feel agony and misery. The world that I once loved and embraced will turn cruel and bitter. I will become pretentious and blurry crying underneath a mask. But that's just me. . Right?

 

With that said. .

Miko, would you do me a favor and take me to the best place on earth. . . which is the paradise that is you <3<3 Let's watch the sunset together and then wait for it to rise again. I want to swim and dive in your arms, love you endlessly and be loved with the kind that only you can give. I want to feel this way forever and never do without love. your love. Drown me (:

 

P.S. I have great respect for ED and LA, BR and her boyfriend, all those couples who inspite of their differences, they were tested by distance. . managed to stay together; those who find a way to never lose hope. It reminds me that love works. . always!

Currently listening to: John mayer - Comfortable
Currently watching: Bring it on again
Currently feeling: peaceful

POSTED AT 04:09 AM

candyinthesun

In the words of Eva Longaria, "Good friends avoid each other after a confrontation, great friends pretend like nothing happened."

(: Aw. She's my favorite house wife!

I finally got to watch the whole first season of desperate housewives yesterday and I love it. I love it, I love it! Yay.

Currently listening to: The break up song - American Hi fi

Maybe if you look close enough,you'll see what I see.
POSTED AT 03:10 AM

candyinthesun

Today, MnG turn 21 months old. (: Eek, I love us.

You know how some people stay together over the years and normally you'd be so envious, so proud of their tested time being, but instead you realize what they have isn't really something to be jealous of?

No relationship is perfect and no man is an island, but there's just a point in that togetherness that tells you it's all too much. It becomes a facade, a fabricated show, a habbit. 

well, that's not how it is with Miko. for the first time in my whole life, I know. . He and I deserve being here, reaching this time. Sure we've had our fair share of arguements, pety problems, etc. . but honestly, the pain is nothing compared to the happiness. This will sound silly and naive, but It just makes me smile that we don't agree all the time. Goes to show that we're human, we'll be able to distinguish the bitter from the sweet and most of all. . know for sure that what we have is healthy (:

**

Lastnight I watched Miko and the boys play basket ball. Lucky for me AM's former ex-girlfriend, who is now his current, was there. I also found out that CZ isn't with his girl friend anymore, and that AA had broken up with GS. Ack. That's not really good news, is it? Well anyway, I bumped into BS and old SPCP friends in the theater last night. all of us were planning to watch a late night movie! I don't think we watched the same flick though. They were into the whole "Lets-scare-ourselves-to-sleep-tonight" thing,while Miko and I played rock scissors and paper over Longest yard and Must love dogs. I won of course, w/o even throwing a hand. Haha!

So there you go folks, watch Must love dogs (: It's not at all bad.

 

Ciao!

Currently listening to: We belong together - Mariah carey
Currently feeling: optimistic

Goodbye first term!
POSTED AT 03:15 AM

candyinthesun

Did I mention my CC's are out tomorrow?

No? heh.

God forbid I fail anything. I don't think I can afford bad grades. Not at the rate of my going out habits :D

Currently feeling: nervous

God is good. . and so am I! Haha
POSTED AT 11:05 AM

candyinthesun

All that agonizing and feeling sick to my stomach paid off. My grades are not embarrassing! wooptiehurrahh (:

Currently watching: Indiana Jones - EEww haha
Currently feeling: thankful